simply lovely

Right, long weekend! so far its been pretty well spent, thinking of more plans to do/see/eat/whatever tomorrow & up till sunday evening! =D

the Christmas festive cheer has hit our shores, albeit in a lower fanfare with all the shit thats happened this year. Still, everyone loves the feeling of christmas & the feelings that in return invoke out of us  - no theological debate on Christmas please, its just as it is – & i have to say im thoroughly enjoying, even humming silently to myself with all the old familiar tunes now played at every place with a consumer population of 5 and more =D

 

heh, ironically age has made me loosen up so much more. =D

 

Some shopping to do – gifts in the form of hand-written cards, maybe a few actual gifts, thinking of a few movies to watch though unlikely, wants to eat out a few places though duh in reality its at most one – wondering if i should skip this week’s football matches, there a few delicious ones though!! & of couse, the mad crowd at the IT fair. sigh. @_@ Not to mention some reading(edit: next week)

 

Its been a simply lovely week, & im really glad i know simply the actual reason why it has been so. Thank You. words could hardly, if ever, sufficiently convey the heartfelt & indescribable emotions that run through now because of you. & yet, no matter how inadequate it may be, im still utterly delighted. (:

 

i think the run up to December has left out one thing :Sayonara to November, for a personal month of horrendous happenings. Its all thankfully over, & now im just looking forward to sleeping more and recuperating enough to feel refreshed and ready not only for 2010 but even the 12th month itself =D

 

its about time i start shooting pictures with the camera, literally been ages since so.

heLp will continue on intensively for the next two weeks =D

 

but really, HELP ME, IM LOVING EATING  TOO=O

 

graces in the dark

hello! Another quick post before a full-fledged & awesome long one tonight!

I have a new goal, and its simple but incredibly hard to maintain – never to lose sight of whats important

its hard, mainly because sometimes we get so caught up and swept away by events either unpredicted or expected, or even a hybrid of both.Perspective yes, but even more so is the tendency  to magnify the issues.

a question, to which i have no answer : how does one continue when there is nothing left, when one is running on empty? Even more relevantly is is it still worth it when what one is resuming for again, as usual not appreciated?

a single month!

One month to Christmas! =D

looking forward to heading downtown on the weekends & soaking up the atmosphere with the displays & lightings & decorations  in the evenings.

not to mention year end sales for a bit of a bargain =D

50 more shitty WORKING days
I always enjoyed the festival cheer December brings because it also partly leads up to the new year celebrations, where it’d repeat itself over and over.  what doesnt repeat itself  necessarily isthe company you’re with during the transition to the new year.

Spent 09’s  standing for several hours in Taipei’s New Year Countdown Concert on a very wet & constantly drizzling, muted atmosphere sharing the chill in the air with i dont-know-how-many-but-there-must-be-alot-of-pretty-&-cute girls- cramped onto the roads near the Square, all the time with the company of several good friends. It featured many Taiwanese Superstars sure, and it was enjoyable, but it didnt feel like a new year, heh.

Which springs to mind about resolutions for the new year – i like to do them earlier, because with resolve also must come competency, dedication, management, discipline, wisdom,perseverance & hard work at what you want to achieve. (opps not preaching, just the qualities i think its needed)

so doing one a month in advance can be good because i can spent more quality time considering the new resolutions i intend to complete or partake in for whatever reasons they must exist.Its a lot easier as well when i look over the list & think through if i can handle all of them, or if i should change a few into a goal that will take a span for longer than a year.

needless to elaborate they should not become burdens, but something we participate in , and willingly. process > actual result > aimed result.

im talking aloud to myself in my head again. then again i have almost always been, on this blog. =D

more later!

flashforwards

Hello!

i never thought much about moving on from the very things i held on dearly to. Nor its apparent impressionistic difficulty or actual relative ease.

this month, finally ending, has taught me a bit in letting go of some things for the sake of..well. myself. & for a betterment in my life. i dont know if it’d affect others directly or not, since my logic stems from practicality , the resistance usually from the more abstract emotions.

but i can hold a smile, & maybe thats just about enough.

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